Wow, it has been a really long time since I have posted. I have had alot change in the last few months.
I have started a new Job!!!! I really like it so far. I am working at Children’s Hospital. I am working a crazy shirf of 7:00pm to 7:30am. It is taking a little bit to get used to, but I am surviving. I worked like 72 hours last week. So I am really tired. I absolutly love working with the kidos though (parents I could live without). They can be so cute.
So Last week I had a marriage proposal….yes I said proposal:) Let me just tell you the story.I walked into this hospital room with a 16 year old boy with down syndrome, and the first thing he said was…look a sexy lady, and I smiled and asked him how he was doing and he said fine now that your here. So I proceeded to work with him the rest of the night and each time I walked in he kept telling me how pretty I was and I had nice eyes, and nice hands. This little guy was a heartbreaker let me tell you. At one point when I walked in the room he said mom look she is a sexy white lady. What can you say, so I just smiled and continued. However that wasnt good enough for William. He said “are you married” and I said no. He said “do you want to get married?” and I said “yes someday” and he looked at me and said “you marry me next week!” and I said “I dont have a ring” so he just looked at me and didnt say anything else. So I left the room. About 45 minutes later I was called to the nurses station and they told me William was looking for me, so I went to his room and he looked at me and handed me a ring made of tape. Let me tell you this kido was so cute. SO I took it and as I was walking out the door, William says, “nice ass” and I turned around and his mom was yelling at him, and with a straight face he said “mom, I said nice eyes”. SO I left the room and I told william Bye because he was getting sent upstairs. So later that night we were all discussing how William had just made our night. And one of the docs said “ya well I bet none of you got a marriage proposal” and four of us all said at the same time “so did I”. It was so funny, (but I was the only one with the ring). So William definatly made an impression on my heart. He loved people no matter what there race color or religion. I learned that night, we shouldnt see people for what they look like. He didnt have anything to offer but a smile and love and thats what he did. I want to learn to be more like that. Not seeing all the bad in the world but only seeing the good.
I have come to realize I cant continue to do it all. I have no life. Something is going to have to give. I mean three jobs is to much. I used to think I could do it all, but I have found out I cant. I guess I am a wimp. So now I have to decide what to give up and how. I am so attached to everything I do.
Well, I am going to get back to work.
